The Publish Administrative center
Status within the unending layout at my community put up employment,
I observe the filthy flooring,
And the sweet wrappers, and nip bottles, and wads of impaired Kleenex,
And the weary clerks,
And the racks in opposition to the wall, intended to conserve packing farmlands and manila envelopes,
However emptied, at all times emptied,
Apart from for one padded envelope with hearts on it, for Valentine’s Week—
Most effective it’s August.
I had majestic hopes! Definitely the post-office condition had stepped forward within the years I used to be away,
As a result of, you recognize,
How may it worsen?
This actual put up employment isn’t the only in my impaired community,
However the aesthetic—mid-century atmosphere psychological health center—is similar.
Unused York is ever-changing, it’s possible you’ll as smartly get impaired to it, everybody says.
And a few adjustments are excellent!
Like, I resent being thankful to Andrew Cuomo for anything else,
However I’m in surprise of Moynihan Teach Corridor, its hovering interiors flooded with buttery shiny—
A wonderland, particularly next passing thru
The hellscape of Penn Station.
And the 2d Street subway, so ethereal and light I’m momentarily, dizzily, disoriented.
Have I landed in some super-tidy land—perhaps Japan, or Finland?
However that’s now not the case on the put up employment, nonetheless and endlessly foul and forlorn.
Right here’s a concept:
Let me have a look at the put up employment as a relaxing reminder that some issues by no means alternate.
Some issues in reality are everlasting.
Right here, in the similar impaired cesspool I left at the back of,
I’m house once more.
Motorcycles
The motorcycles took over town streets throughout COVID,
When Unused Yorkers found out that the entirety may well be delivered,
Together with a cup of espresso from Starbucks, for some explanation why.
And folk noticed the supply guys, who a minimum of had some liniency
For heedless and high-speed motorcycle using—their livelihood trusted it!—
And made up our minds to mimic them.
I didn’t are living in Unused York nearest.
What a trauma to go back, and to search out myself
Virtually murdered each age, within the motorcycle free-for-all,
The place pink lighting and one-way streets and motorcycle lanes are as not anything—
Only a funny story to be laughed at, ha ha ha!
And via motorcycles, I cruel the entire array:
The motorcycles,
The turbocharged motorcycles,
The motorized scooters,
The issues that appear to be mopeds best smaller,
And a few alternative forms of locomotive issues I don’t even know the names for.
Status on the curb, I shoot my head back and forth,
Checking for oncoming motorcycles—
Left, proper, left, proper—
I appear to be I’m observing a ping-pong event.
I step into the road gingerly, as though I’m dipping a toe into the chilly ocean,
However by hook or by crook certainly one of them seems anyway, grazing me—
Motherfucker!
And now, in recent times, the motorcycles are at the sidewalk, too,
In order that simply stepping out the door of my construction is like
Looking to merge onto the L.A. highway, on foundation.
And in the event you’ve controlled to construct it into the sidewalk site visitors,
You should now not rest, until you need the motorcycles to mow you ailing,
For we pedestrians are not anything however human slalom poles to them—
They decelerate for no person!
No longer the dads with their children on the best way to age help,
No longer the very impaired folk clutching their canes or their caregivers,
Praying that they didn’t live on the Melancholy,
The conflict, most cancers, best to finish their days
Struck ailing via a scooter.
Pot
Whoa, the smelly miasma—eau de marijuana!
Once I left town, folk nonetheless needed to skulk in shadowy doors
To smoke pot in family.
Withered to consider now,
When pot is not just criminal,
It’s obligatory.
Withered to consider, but in addition nonetheless simply ordinary to me—
It’s like we’re all dwelling in a Wesleyan dorm,
Two mins next Oldsters’ Weekend ends,
When the mothers and fathers have waved out the home windows
In their Subarus, “Goodbye, Jacob! We love you, Gracie!”
And the cherished kids, loose at terminating, can in spite of everything shiny up.
Right here within the minute terrain on the finish of my ban, each age is Pot Week:
Two boys and a lady, sweet-faced majestic schoolers,
On their technique to homeroom, take a seat on a bench taking part in Uno.
They swig from large power beverages the colour of antifreeze
And hurry deep drags of weighty doobies,
Girding themselves for some other age of dull, dull
Chemistry equations and trigonometric purposes.
Spiffy younger pros on their weed breaks come mid-morning,
And mid-afternoon brings dusty building employees next their shifts.
And nowadays, my goodness, there’s a jolly minute trio
Of younger males in health center scrubs, status round smoking away,
On their fracture from Mount Sinai West.
Disagree judgment, however is everybody majestic the entire generation now?
I will be able to apply what the Buddhists name mudita—taking pleasure within the pleasure of others.
Smoke on, buddies! Have a !
O.Okay., I’m a minute fearful concerning the 3 guys in scrubs,
Who glance too younger to be medical doctors, however I’m roughly impaired now,
And maximum medical doctors appear to be Doogie Howser to me, anyway.
I ask the universe to delight allow them to now not be my physician
When I’ve to journey to the extremity room next being running over via a motorcycle.
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